June 15, 2006
Cornfields and Boilermakers
I'm back. I have mixed feelings. It's great to see friends and nice to sleep in my bed. I enjoy having a more diverse wardrobe and different options for shoes. I definitely love having my car again. But otherwise ... eh. More than "eh." More like "ugh!" Especially after I went to my first class on Tuesday. I'm not ready to be back in school. At all.
I think I'm quitting. In fact, I'm pretty positive I am, but I haven't informed any of the authorities about it yet, nor do I plan to for a while. I have an in-person interview for the byways job in Minnesota next month. If I am offered the job, I'll most likely take it. But if not, I'm packing up and moving back to the SLC for a year to work. I'll apply to some different programs in the fall and then we'll see where I am in a year. Maybe it's stupid, but it feels so right.
Oh yes, there are definitely things I'll miss, and it hurts to think about that, but...
And I keep coming back to the but.
Sometimes I think I should go on disability. My indecisiveness is crippling.
Posted by kea at June 15, 2006 08:29 AM